Post by abigailrobinson on Feb 24, 2012 0:18:04 GMT
The Unexpected
10Th October 1997
Dear Diary,Today was the day i had been expecting for the last two weeks, as each day got closer it was dreadful to think that my husband was having to leave again due to the fact that Tyler joined the army as it was to make his father proud.This morning the thought of it made me feel awful and sick, i tried to keep that thought to myself while holding it in by tricking myself into thinking it was just an ordinary day, and i didn't want Tyler to think i was upset .It was a Wednesday morning, the sun was shining through the double glazing windows when i ran to the toilet to be violently sick, Tyler came in and rubbed my back with love in his eyes and told me everything was going to be okay!.
Later that day Tyler had finished packing his things and said to me 'Kristen you know how much i would rather be here with you, i made a promise to my father and i intend to keep that promise but you know that this is the last trip i have to make''. We spoke for a little longer and said our goodbyes and promised that he would write as soon as he got there.
I'm not sure what the next couple of weeks will bring but it looks like we will have to wait and see!.
13Th October 1997
Dear Diary, Today i received a letter from Tyler, he spoke about his arrival and how everyone was very welcoming towards him. He also went onto another topic about his boss has asked him to do another job with an extra-bonus that will help us out, he is unsure about the entire job description but said it would be good for us. He said he will write to me in a few days and that he thinks of me every minute of every day.
20Th October 1997
Dear Diary, This morning i received a telegram from the Tyler work explaining that he had been injured and he is staying in the ward for the next couple of days but he is going to be restless so i am not aloud to get in contact with him. Also they mentioned that i have nothing to worry about as it, how can i not worry! they have not even spoken about how it even happened!.I want to tell him everything will be okay and i will stick by his side no matter what!.
22Th October 1997
Words cannot explain how I'm feeling right now. Tyler boss called me this morning telling me how sorry he was but he had passed away at 2Am earlier today due to major blood-loss. I feel like there is nothing left for me to hold onto anymore, as well as my life feeling meaningless without Tyler. I do not want to believe that my Tyler is never going to here next to me, i don't want to believe i cant!. I thought when my love for Tyler died, I should die. It's dead. Alone, most strangely, I live on and i wonder why!. Finally, they told me how this had all started as his boss wanted a word with him to explain if he wanted to earn a little extra and he also said that Tyler had said to him that he would do anything for me and to earn a little extra would help us both when it didn't!. I just don't know what to do any more...
23Th October 1997
John's possessions arrived this morning in a black metallic box where i found his journal, as i opened the journal a piece of paper fell out addressed to me with the entry date of the 18Th of October.
Dear Kristen,
I really do not know how to start, if you are reading this and i am no longer here with you i am sorry for everything , i did not intend to lie about my new job as i knew you would worry but i knew this pay check could really help us out!. I want you to do one last thing for me Kristen , always remember that although i am not here anymore words cannot explain how much i love you and do not think for a minute i don't because e you were the best thing that had ever happened to me in my life. You should also know that i will always be standing right next through the thick and thin,in your heart i know that you thought i was doing the best for the both of us!.
Kristen , Just so you know i will always love you and always will and again I'm sorry beautiful!
I Love You Kristen!
Captain Tyler Thrope
Your Husband!xx
Cont-23Th October 1997 Jessica's Diary
One thing Tyler always said to me was that his father had always said to him that if one man risked his life for millions it would make all the difference and make it a better place.
25Th October 1997
Dear Diary, Today John funeral took place at St George Square Church where many gave their sympathy's.Over three hundred friends and family had taken place at Tyler's funeral, they also told me that he did not stop talking about his wife Kristen that she was the best thing that had ever happened to him, also said that he was amazing at his job and few were at his side when he got injured. His favourite song was played which had been Paul Young, ' Where Ever I Laid My Hat'.
Tyler had been a great solider, loyal friends and beloved husband.I will miss you my darling.
By Abigail Robinson
10Th October 1997
Dear Diary,Today was the day i had been expecting for the last two weeks, as each day got closer it was dreadful to think that my husband was having to leave again due to the fact that Tyler joined the army as it was to make his father proud.This morning the thought of it made me feel awful and sick, i tried to keep that thought to myself while holding it in by tricking myself into thinking it was just an ordinary day, and i didn't want Tyler to think i was upset .It was a Wednesday morning, the sun was shining through the double glazing windows when i ran to the toilet to be violently sick, Tyler came in and rubbed my back with love in his eyes and told me everything was going to be okay!.
Later that day Tyler had finished packing his things and said to me 'Kristen you know how much i would rather be here with you, i made a promise to my father and i intend to keep that promise but you know that this is the last trip i have to make''. We spoke for a little longer and said our goodbyes and promised that he would write as soon as he got there.
I'm not sure what the next couple of weeks will bring but it looks like we will have to wait and see!.
13Th October 1997
Dear Diary, Today i received a letter from Tyler, he spoke about his arrival and how everyone was very welcoming towards him. He also went onto another topic about his boss has asked him to do another job with an extra-bonus that will help us out, he is unsure about the entire job description but said it would be good for us. He said he will write to me in a few days and that he thinks of me every minute of every day.
20Th October 1997
Dear Diary, This morning i received a telegram from the Tyler work explaining that he had been injured and he is staying in the ward for the next couple of days but he is going to be restless so i am not aloud to get in contact with him. Also they mentioned that i have nothing to worry about as it, how can i not worry! they have not even spoken about how it even happened!.I want to tell him everything will be okay and i will stick by his side no matter what!.
22Th October 1997
Words cannot explain how I'm feeling right now. Tyler boss called me this morning telling me how sorry he was but he had passed away at 2Am earlier today due to major blood-loss. I feel like there is nothing left for me to hold onto anymore, as well as my life feeling meaningless without Tyler. I do not want to believe that my Tyler is never going to here next to me, i don't want to believe i cant!. I thought when my love for Tyler died, I should die. It's dead. Alone, most strangely, I live on and i wonder why!. Finally, they told me how this had all started as his boss wanted a word with him to explain if he wanted to earn a little extra and he also said that Tyler had said to him that he would do anything for me and to earn a little extra would help us both when it didn't!. I just don't know what to do any more...
23Th October 1997
John's possessions arrived this morning in a black metallic box where i found his journal, as i opened the journal a piece of paper fell out addressed to me with the entry date of the 18Th of October.
Dear Kristen,
I really do not know how to start, if you are reading this and i am no longer here with you i am sorry for everything , i did not intend to lie about my new job as i knew you would worry but i knew this pay check could really help us out!. I want you to do one last thing for me Kristen , always remember that although i am not here anymore words cannot explain how much i love you and do not think for a minute i don't because e you were the best thing that had ever happened to me in my life. You should also know that i will always be standing right next through the thick and thin,in your heart i know that you thought i was doing the best for the both of us!.
Kristen , Just so you know i will always love you and always will and again I'm sorry beautiful!
I Love You Kristen!
Captain Tyler Thrope
Your Husband!xx
Cont-23Th October 1997 Jessica's Diary
One thing Tyler always said to me was that his father had always said to him that if one man risked his life for millions it would make all the difference and make it a better place.
25Th October 1997
Dear Diary, Today John funeral took place at St George Square Church where many gave their sympathy's.Over three hundred friends and family had taken place at Tyler's funeral, they also told me that he did not stop talking about his wife Kristen that she was the best thing that had ever happened to him, also said that he was amazing at his job and few were at his side when he got injured. His favourite song was played which had been Paul Young, ' Where Ever I Laid My Hat'.
Tyler had been a great solider, loyal friends and beloved husband.I will miss you my darling.
By Abigail Robinson